Fuck being there for people when they don't give two shits about you.
Worthless pieces of shit.
lol I've become such a dickwad and an ass lately.
And I really don't care.
Deuces.
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I hate arrogant people. So much. I mean, what is there deal! No matter what they won't fucking listen to you and just keep whining and whining. They need a serious attitude adjustment.
Second, I'm tired of my friends. lawl That sounds so mean but it's just annoying. Most of them are dicks and rub shit in my face or belittle me. It's annoying. I miss all my old friends in 8th grade. When I'd actually have a good time chilling out. Now it's just.. annoying. I don't even wanna do anything half the time 'cause I don't wanna be around them. But whatever. That's life I guess.
I see Amanda Saturday. :D Can I just say.... yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Wewt! I am so fucking excited. :D I love that girl so much. :3 I can't wait to hold her and kiss her again. :3
I wanna feel her in my arms again so bad. <3
First we're gonna go to the mall and I'ma buy her a birthday gift 'cause it's in two days. Then we're probably gonna go to the beach, or maybe
to dinner. I'unno. I wanna walk on the beach aned hold her hands and talk. That'll be definantly fun.
I'unno. Whatever we do, I'ma be a happy muthfucka.
'Cause I love that girl so much. :3 I wanna see her soooo bad.
But that's it for now.
Deuces. :3
I feel so helpless when it comes to this. Because I can never do anything with her and it makes me want to just cry. I swear, the feeling of being hopeless and alone and helpless has to be the worst feeling in the world.
Ugh.
But I'll get over it. I know I can.
'Cause nobody can give so much and never get anything, right?
... right?
Only three years to go. *sigh* I say that so much, but only 10% of the time I'm really bothered by it.
Like now.
- Alexio
:O
Sooooooooo,
Hm. Life as of so far... *thinks*
Okay..
School is ending in a week and I'm stoked for summer. :D I really am. But it came so fast. It's crazy. :o Fucking, September was months ago and it only feels like weeks. Fuckin' crazy. I'ma miss all the friends. D: They're so amazing.
Dylan, Wade, Courtney, Jerry, Will, Steven, Brandon, Hoebee, Kayla, Cody, Chris, Sierra, Nathaniel. And all the others I can't name right now. Ah well~ I need to get numbers.
So, I hate my family. Completely. As always. And I'm starting to get more and more annoyed and not feel so bad about it anymore. They're just so whiney and annoying, it's fucking annoying. I wanna move out so bad.
And as I've said countless times before, I hate being fourteen. So much. It blows so bad. I feel like a nineteen year old in a fourteen year old's body. ): My complaining reason because I want a job to buy a new phone and a plan and a guitar and a car and everything. D: *sigh*
Fuck. Age.
Anyways, I've been watching NCSI with Amanda for the past... like, three hours. lawl And it's been really fun. :3 But I have to get back to her, so that's it for now.
Deuces
-Alexander Reza Shakibanasab
I want a job. lol So bad. Now, I know that I shouldn't, and that I should enjoy my childhood, and that I'll regret getting one etc. And I know that everybody is probably right when I say that. But there are things that I want :
New phone plan.
New phone.
New guitar.
Car.
Stuff.
So, I figure it'll be another year before I get one, but hey, I needed something to whine about. lol
'Tis all for now, I'll check back later. :P
Deuces.
-Eskander